victoriarbtaylor

Nov. 13th, 2010 | 07:26 pm
music: god’s love in my soulll hehe (:

so i just spent a hot minute outside in the freezing cold (haha that’s funny) talkin to God.
i really needed it.
i’ve been settling for so much less than God’s promises lately and i’m DONE.
i kicked Satan out of my life tonight.
i’m going to fight him now.
he has no right to plant stress and worry and fear and insecurity and disappointment in my life.
God has promised me abundance and perfection, and He is faithful.
i have the right to live completely and entirely worry-free.
i’m going to walk out on that right.
right now.
college essays? tuition? hurting friendships? self-doubt?
NOT WORRIED ABOUT IT.
i’m gonna party in heaven for eternity no matter what i do!!!
what is there to worry about!?
God has my back.
i am so completely provided for.
i am throughly furnished unto every good work.
I HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT.
EVER.
i will not settle for less than every cent God has promised me.
it’s like slapping Him in the face to settle for anything less.

it was so cold outside but i felt so warm.
when i went outside my heart was pounding in my chest.
i wasn’t upset or excited or anything,
i was just not restful at all. or peaceful.
i was uneasy and anxious.
because i wasn’t remembering all of the amazing things God has promised me.

life is chilling with God and His beautiful children.
life is peace and joy and laughter and hope.
life is worry-free.
life is showing that to the people who don’t know what life is.
that’s all i care about…
school and grades and essays and money and friendships and worldly accomplishments will help me in this world…
but God gives me all the help i need in life.
all that stuff is just extra.
and He’s with me every step of the way.

this isn’t pretty or anything. just typing without really thinking much about it.
i am just so sick of praying without any faith behind it. God, please do this and please do this and please do this and i love you. oh wait, my day is sucking. why?
because i forget.
i forget my gifts and rights as a daughter of GOD, the creator of the freaking universe.
i am so sick of being another stressed out high school senior.

i am God’s daughter.

what is there to worry about?

“what would you do if you knew you could not fail?”

this.
from now on, this.

Tags: god talk